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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 I want to be the girl you hit a homerun for. The one you score a goal for. The one you write a song for. The one who can make you smile and laugh without even trying. The one you stay up all night thinking of. The one who makes your heart skip a beat GMAIL | LJ | FB 27 February, is my birthdate. ♥♥Elvin Ng is my baby, you don't have to know if you dont know. I'm materialistic, I'm quite indecisive, Having fun and going crazy are my passions. ♥MICKEY MOUSE is what i adore. & I Beatrice Isabelle Ivan Jessica | Jianhui | Jolin KingYi MeiLing Sandra | Sharon | Sherlin Sylvia | Siewfang Valerie Weilin You were born original :) |
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
 Fond memories of us :D I'm dedicating this post to my girls. Although i know that none of the 7 of you will read this, cause you'll probably dont even know that this blog even existed nor you'll even bothered to care about me. Its been 2months and 14days we have all met together (as at 24/11/09), Although some of us met up weeks ago, we barely had the 'happy' feelings anymore, am i right. I know that after some of you read this, you'll might probably be angry with me. But this is how i feel? I'm sure you'll have feelings too, please if you'll get to read this dont be angry alrights. As i kept this to myself for a very long time, i kept myself busy for not reminding myself of how much happy/sad times we had, cause i know that even if i keep reminisce over our memories; none of this will be repeated once again. Long ago, i felt that all of you are like making use of each other in school? Making use of each other's company in school, school holiday proves us all? I didnt even want to make the effort to sms you'll to meet up, cause i know not all will make it. Even though all made it, its just 1h plus plus, you'll wont make the effort to stay longer. For eg. the 10/09/09 meet up? Its damn difficult for me to sms all of you and not all replied. I feel damn sad youk, the day before the meet up. I feel like telling you'll i dont wanna meet. Cause all your attitude shows it all? I make the effort to take off, then on that day people say i need to leave early, got work & blah blah blah... Why cant we be like other people? True friends youk? I didnt sms you'll to meet not because i didnt want. Cause its damn difficult, only shanti msg to meet. I knew it long ago it will be shanti, i knew it! She'll be the only one asking for meet ups. But even if we meet, not all came. I know you'll have your reasons. But just one day? and not 24hrs, so difficult mehh? Even if we met the feeling is not there already, so awkward? I miss you'll too much, thats why i put down everything to msg you'll for meet up. But till now, 5plus till now going 11. Not all reply. I understand why you'll want to join your 'new' friends/girlfriends, rather than mixing tgt. Because you'll dont feel happy right? I can see that you'll are more happy with them :D I'm sorry for what i have rant out, but this is exactly what i feel. Lastly, i really hope you'll pass your n's. Just let me have the 'making use' feeling for one more year? I'm sure i'll enjoy it, i still love you'll ttm :D <3 |
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