♥ I'm sorry, i'm a lil not over you yet.

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010

I want to be the girl you hit a homerun for. The one you score a goal for. The one you write a song for. The one who can make you smile and laugh without even trying. The one you stay up all night thinking of. The one who makes your heart skip a beat

V.I.V.I.E.N

GMAIL | LJ | FB
27 February, is my birthdate.
♥♥Elvin Ng is my baby,
you don't have to know if you dont know.
I'm materialistic,
I'm quite indecisive,
Having fun and going crazy are my passions.
♥MICKEY MOUSE is what i adore.
& I ~~like~~ B♥

Beatrice
Isabelle
Ivan
Jessica | Jianhui | Jolin
KingYi
MeiLing
Sandra | Sharon | Sherlin
Sylvia | Siewfang
Valerie
Weilin

You were born original :)

Thursday, October 29, 2009

In January 2006 in New York, the patient of a well-known psychiatrist draws the face of a man that has been repeatedly appearing in her dreams. In more than one occasion that man has given her advice on her private life. The woman swears she has never met the man in her life.

That portrait lies forgotten on the psychiatrist's desk for a few days until one day another patient recognizes that face and says that the man has often visited him in his dreams. He also claims he has never seen that man in his waking life.

The psychiatrist decides to send the portrait to some of his colleagues that have patients with recurrent dreams. Within a few months, four patients recognize the man as a frequent presence in their own dreams. All the patients refer to him asTHIS MAN.

From January 2006 until today, at least 2000 people have claimed they have seen this man in their dreams, in many cities all over the world: Los Angeles, Berlin, Sao Paulo, Tehran, Beijing, Rome, Barcelona, Stockholm, Paris, New Dehli, Moskow etc.

At the moment there is no ascertained relation or common trait among the people that have dreamed of seeing this man. Moreover, no living man has ever been recognized as resembling the man of the portrait by the people who have seen this man in their dreams.

Go to http://www.thisman.org

The aim of this website is:
- to help those who have seen this man in their dreams and to foster communication among them;
- to understand who this man is and why he appears in an apparently pattern-less array of situations in the dreams of such diverse human subjects.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

不公平

为什么这个世界那么不公平，为什么对我不公平。
人家说，神关了你一扇门，他为你开了一扇窗。
可是我没有?
人家有的我没有，我不是在埋怨什么。
可是可以公平一点吗?
为什么人家有一个很好的家庭我却没有?
为什么别人有很好的朋友我没有?
为什么别人很厉害我很笨?
为什么我要的东西很难才得到?
为什么我需要做工别人不用?
为什么别人很漂亮我很丑?
为什么别人不用烦恼东西?
为什么?为什么?为什么?
我知道我自己没有要求那么多，我只要好好的跟我妈妈生活。
是报应吗? 我前世做了很多坏事吗?
还是我是先甜后苦? 以前甜，现在苦?
天啊! 你可以放过我吗? 做人真的很难，我体会到了。
现在我要选择珍惜。
朋友不用多，好的一个就够了。

BABY CHE，
谢谢你。每次我不开心的时候你会弄我开心。
谢谢你每次我们吵架你都让我。
虽然我们已经DRIFT了，虽然我没有告诉你，我还是很爱你。
我朋友不需要多，你和伟亭已经够了。
我希望我们可以好像以前一样，三个人。
我们要告诉别人，三个人也可以做好朋友。

WEI BUDDY，
想念你。我和CHE很高兴看到你便好了。
我们还是以前的好朋友。我们三个人已经够了。

我突然有意个URGE要把这些写出来。
应为我要珍惜，我不要后悔。

Sunday, October 18, 2009

FOONG KING YI, you seriously made me laugh my freaking ass out i swear!
Cherie told me not only one of his friends is the whole bunch,
i swear this makes my day!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Workaholic~

I think i'm quite a workaholic,
work and work and work.
There is lotsa things i wanna do during the holidays,
but i do not have enough time. I cant wait for holidays to come
firstly, i want to go tua badly. Thanks to Ada who always put my schedule on Saturday night and Sunday morning. -.-
secondly, i want to go out with weiting badly. Tanning & *window shopping.
thirdly, i cant wait for the huais and jac to finish their o's. Then we can meet for sentosa!
Fourthly, i really badly want to study. I want to do well for English and Maths badly i swear!
Lastly, Jiayou for those who are taking their o's.
Especially Jac & Huais. Please focus and do well.
And also Judy :D
I know you'll wont see this, i also hope you'll dont see this.
Which means that you'll are not online!
hahahah :S

And to some bytch, fyi.
MY FRIEND DOESN'T LIKE/LOVE YOU!
SO PLEASE STOP GOING AROUND TELLING PEOPLE SHE HAS SOMETHING FOR YOU!
WHEN SHE IS HAVING SOMETHING FOR ANOTHER GIRL, TYVM!
SHE JUST DOESNT WANNA HURT YOU OKAYYYYYYYYYY.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Bow wow wow~
I'm going to work soon,
iron,
bath,
change,
make this make that.
Then buh-bye!
I'm feeling eggcited for today's work :)
Can't wait for tonight toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
See ya soon :D

Monday, October 12, 2009

HAPPY SWEET 16th, my sweetest Honey Bea <3
Although your birthday is tmr, i really want to be the first one to dedicate a post for you.
This is really the first year, i'm dedecating this post to you for your birthday.
Cause i love you.
We may not be the bestest of friends, but youk i truly love you.
& thinks that you're really a wonderful friend of mine.
I'm really happy to have you as a friend, be it we've gone thru a lot?
Times we go out, and rmb we used to spent our recesses tgt last year?
The times I spent tgt with you, che and _.
hehe ^^
I'm really sorry i wont be able to go for your party, but i'm sure i will be there aft that.
But must leave a cake for me hor, your bday lehhh!
No worries and sorry k.
At least i have the heart right?
Better than those who wont even turn up, who thinks that her outside friends are more important than you.
Who wants to act close with you, understand?
Who doesnt have her own originality, no worries.
These are friendssss?
Rmb what i said in the bus to you?
Quality versus Quantity?
Dont worry, untrue friends are not worth your sadness.
I really hope you'll enjoy your sweet 16, and is happy that you changed for the better ^^
Love you Honey bea,

Saturday, October 10, 2009

FYI, if you dont like me then dont come to my blog.
You damn ass!

Friday, October 2, 2009

A lot of things kept my tears flowing today,
I tried holding it back, but i sob more.
Its a lot, i think i lose a lot a lot of water.
I had never cried so badly in silence of me and myself for quite sometime.
My eyes hurts now, youk when you cry your eyes hurts aft that?
Whenever i see the message _ sent me,
i cried. Even when i stopped i look again i cried.
I hope everything will be fine.
I hope i have the mood to work tmr.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Click for larger view :)

Some dumb ass pratically think that i wont know aye?
By your ip, i roughly know who you're.
No worries sand, i still love you even if you will ever say that.
Cause i know that i'm ugly,
what is the truth i cannot deny :)

Diary written,

V

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 I want to be the girl you hit a homerun for. The one you score a goal for. The one you write a song for. The one who can make you smile and laugh without even trying. The one you stay up all night thinking of. The one who makes your heart skip a beat V.I.V.I.E.N GMAIL \| LJ \| FB 27 February, is my birthdate. ♥♥Elvin Ng is my baby, you don't have to know if you dont know. I'm materialistic, I'm quite indecisive, Having fun and going crazy are my passions. ♥MICKEY MOUSE is what i adore. & I ~~like~~ B♥ Beatrice Isabelle Ivan Jessica \| Jianhui \| Jolin KingYi MeiLing Sandra \| Sharon \| Sherlin Sylvia \| Siewfang Valerie Weilin You were born original :)	Thursday, October 29, 2009 In January 2006 in New York, the patient of a well-known psychiatrist draws the face of a man that has been repeatedly appearing in her dreams. In more than one occasion that man has given her advice on her private life. The woman swears she has never met the man in her life. That portrait lies forgotten on the psychiatrist's desk for a few days until one day another patient recognizes that face and says that the man has often visited him in his dreams. He also claims he has never seen that man in his waking life. The psychiatrist decides to send the portrait to some of his colleagues that have patients with recurrent dreams. Within a few months, four patients recognize the man as a frequent presence in their own dreams. All the patients refer to him asTHIS MAN. From January 2006 until today, at least 2000 people have claimed they have seen this man in their dreams, in many cities all over the world: Los Angeles, Berlin, Sao Paulo, Tehran, Beijing, Rome, Barcelona, Stockholm, Paris, New Dehli, Moskow etc. At the moment there is no ascertained relation or common trait among the people that have dreamed of seeing this man. Moreover, no living man has ever been recognized as resembling the man of the portrait by the people who have seen this man in their dreams. Go to http://www.thisman.org The aim of this website is: - to help those who have seen this man in their dreams and to foster communication among them; - to understand who this man is and why he appears in an apparently pattern-less array of situations in the dreams of such diverse human subjects. Tuesday, October 20, 2009 不公平为什么这个世界那么不公平，为什么对我不公平。人家说，神关了你一扇门，他为你开了一扇窗。可是我没有? 人家有的我没有，我不是在埋怨什么。可是可以公平一点吗? 为什么人家有一个很好的家庭我却没有? 为什么别人有很好的朋友我没有? 为什么别人很厉害我很笨? 为什么我要的东西很难才得到? 为什么我需要做工别人不用? 为什么别人很漂亮我很丑? 为什么别人不用烦恼东西? 为什么?为什么?为什么? 我知道我自己没有要求那么多，我只要好好的跟我妈妈生活。是报应吗? 我前世做了很多坏事吗? 还是我是先甜后苦? 以前甜，现在苦? 天啊! 你可以放过我吗? 做人真的很难，我体会到了。现在我要选择珍惜。朋友不用多，好的一个就够了。 BABY CHE，谢谢你。每次我不开心的时候你会弄我开心。谢谢你每次我们吵架你都让我。虽然我们已经DRIFT了，虽然我没有告诉你，我还是很爱你。我朋友不需要多，你和伟亭已经够了。我希望我们可以好像以前一样，三个人。我们要告诉别人，三个人也可以做好朋友。 WEI BUDDY，想念你。我和CHE很高兴看到你便好了。我们还是以前的好朋友。我们三个人已经够了。我突然有意个URGE要把这些写出来。应为我要珍惜，我不要后悔。 Sunday, October 18, 2009 FOONG KING YI, you seriously made me laugh my freaking ass out i swear! Cherie told me not only one of his friends is the whole bunch, i swear this makes my day! Saturday, October 17, 2009 Workaholic~ I think i'm quite a workaholic, work and work and work. There is lotsa things i wanna do during the holidays, but i do not have enough time. I cant wait for holidays to come firstly, i want to go tua badly. Thanks to Ada who always put my schedule on Saturday night and Sunday morning. -.- secondly, i want to go out with weiting badly. Tanning & window shopping. thirdly, i cant wait for the huais and jac to finish their o's. Then we can meet for sentosa! Fourthly, i really badly want to study. I want to do well for English and Maths badly i swear! Lastly, Jiayou for those who are taking their o's. Especially Jac & Huais. Please focus and do well. And also Judy :D I know you'll wont see this, i also hope you'll dont see this. Which means that you'll are not online! hahahah :S And to some bytch, fyi. MY FRIEND DOESN'T LIKE/LOVE YOU! SO PLEASE STOP GOING AROUND TELLING PEOPLE SHE HAS SOMETHING FOR YOU! WHEN SHE IS HAVING SOMETHING FOR ANOTHER GIRL, TYVM! SHE JUST DOESNT WANNA HURT YOU OKAYYYYYYYYYY. Friday, October 16, 2009 Bow wow wow~ I'm going to work soon, iron, bath, change, make this make that. Then buh-bye! I'm feeling eggcited for today's work :) Can't wait for tonight toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. See ya soon :D Monday, October 12, 2009 HAPPY SWEET 16th, my sweetest Honey Bea <3* Although your birthday is tmr, i really want to be the first one to dedicate a post for you. This is really the first year, i'm dedecating this post to you for your birthday. Cause i love you. We may not be the bestest of friends, but youk i truly love you. & thinks that you're really a wonderful friend of mine. I'm really happy to have you as a friend, be it we've gone thru a lot? Times we go out, and rmb we used to spent our recesses tgt last year? The times I spent tgt with you, che and _. hehe ^^ I'm really sorry i wont be able to go for your party, but i'm sure i will be there aft that. But must leave a cake for me hor, your bday lehhh! No worries and sorry k. At least i have the heart right? Better than those who wont even turn up, who thinks that her outside friends are more important than you. Who wants to act close with you, understand? Who doesnt have her own originality, no worries. These are friendssss? Rmb what i said in the bus to you? Quality versus Quantity? Dont worry, untrue friends are not worth your sadness. I really hope you'll enjoy your sweet 16, and is happy that you changed for the better ^^ Love you Honey bea, Saturday, October 10, 2009 FYI, if you dont like me then dont come to my blog. You damn ass! Friday, October 2, 2009 A lot of things kept my tears flowing today, I tried holding it back, but i sob more. Its a lot, i think i lose a lot a lot of water. I had never cried so badly in silence of me and myself for quite sometime. My eyes hurts now, youk when you cry your eyes hurts aft that? Whenever i see the message _ sent me, i cried. Even when i stopped i look again i cried. I hope everything will be fine. I hope i have the mood to work tmr. Thursday, October 1, 2009 Click for larger view :) Some dumb ass pratically think that i wont know aye? By your ip, i roughly know who you're. No worries sand, i still love you even if you will ever say that. Cause i know that i'm ugly, what is the truth i cannot deny :)
Diary written, V