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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 I want to be the girl you hit a homerun for. The one you score a goal for. The one you write a song for. The one who can make you smile and laugh without even trying. The one you stay up all night thinking of. The one who makes your heart skip a beat GMAIL | LJ | FB 27 February, is my birthdate. ♥♥Elvin Ng is my baby, you don't have to know if you dont know. I'm materialistic, I'm quite indecisive, Having fun and going crazy are my passions. ♥MICKEY MOUSE is what i adore. & I Beatrice Isabelle Ivan Jessica | Jianhui | Jolin KingYi MeiLing Sandra | Sharon | Sherlin Sylvia | Siewfang Valerie Weilin You were born original :) |
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
 Fond memories of us :D I'm dedicating this post to my girls. Although i know that none of the 7 of you will read this, cause you'll probably dont even know that this blog even existed nor you'll even bothered to care about me. Its been 2months and 14days we have all met together (as at 24/11/09), Although some of us met up weeks ago, we barely had the 'happy' feelings anymore, am i right. I know that after some of you read this, you'll might probably be angry with me. But this is how i feel? I'm sure you'll have feelings too, please if you'll get to read this dont be angry alrights. As i kept this to myself for a very long time, i kept myself busy for not reminding myself of how much happy/sad times we had, cause i know that even if i keep reminisce over our memories; none of this will be repeated once again. Long ago, i felt that all of you are like making use of each other in school? Making use of each other's company in school, school holiday proves us all? I didnt even want to make the effort to sms you'll to meet up, cause i know not all will make it. Even though all made it, its just 1h plus plus, you'll wont make the effort to stay longer. For eg. the 10/09/09 meet up? Its damn difficult for me to sms all of you and not all replied. I feel damn sad youk, the day before the meet up. I feel like telling you'll i dont wanna meet. Cause all your attitude shows it all? I make the effort to take off, then on that day people say i need to leave early, got work & blah blah blah... Why cant we be like other people? True friends youk? I didnt sms you'll to meet not because i didnt want. Cause its damn difficult, only shanti msg to meet. I knew it long ago it will be shanti, i knew it! She'll be the only one asking for meet ups. But even if we meet, not all came. I know you'll have your reasons. But just one day? and not 24hrs, so difficult mehh? Even if we met the feeling is not there already, so awkward? I miss you'll too much, thats why i put down everything to msg you'll for meet up. But till now, 5plus till now going 11. Not all reply. I understand why you'll want to join your 'new' friends/girlfriends, rather than mixing tgt. Because you'll dont feel happy right? I can see that you'll are more happy with them :D I'm sorry for what i have rant out, but this is exactly what i feel. Lastly, i really hope you'll pass your n's. Just let me have the 'making use' feeling for one more year? I'm sure i'll enjoy it, i still love you'll ttm :D <3 Monday, November 23, 2009
When will you be home, my dear? Dont kept me worried ): Saturday, November 21, 2009
 Ignore me pimply face yohxz!~ Me ish so in love with me nail colour, you jealous? ^.^ 1st day of work was alright, sometimes sianed. But overall its still ok for me, che came to have my dinner break with me. Anyone wanna join me tmr? All are welcome Me can't wait for me pay! Omg, i think i sound like a twit luh, shingzxz ^.^ Friday, November 20, 2009
 Saya miss ni men :) When can we meet? Busy people? Jac msg me when you see this, wanna ask you something. Anyw, today's my last day at Breadtalk. Got this bu she de the feeling, cause they miss me. But i'm gone for good, i hope so. Tomorrow 1st day at new job, damn scared damn boring. People you'll can come visit me and pei me :D I'm gonna bring books to study there, brush up some of my works. I'm meet mouse on friday aft my work, she's gonna treat me subway eat fresh! hahah, I wanna meet Beatrice also. I want updatesss from her, but i know i feel so busy. i'm sorry. i know you understand alrights :D I think i will be updating more often now, tag me a lot alot ok people. I want to go tua badly :( Anyw, hows my new skin? Nice bo? Me like it beri muchie! Credits to J. she's always ther when i need her for help for my blog :D But i likey my blog song moreeeeeeeeeeeee~~ Sunday, November 15, 2009
 Sorry for not updating my damn dead blog, i choose not to update cause i feel that there wont be anyone viewing it. Even if people view it they wont tag. So what's the point of me updating? Memories remains in my mind. Anyw, i have chosen to update cause someone called me to :D Nothing much happened to my daily life ever since holiday started. Most recent ones are like, i have been working almost daily and i'm sick and tired of it. And i have changed my job ^^ Happy me *winks I hope it will be a nice job for me. 11/11/09, i went Singapore Zoological gardens with my Baeh and Buddy. Happy day which cause me to be broke. Love the day we spent tgt and thanks for making the effort. I'm happy that we didnt dirft :D On _, met Beah, Shan, Sue & Wei for dinner and movie at PS. Ate xing wang and watched PARANORMAL ACTIVITY! Its quite a scary show, *at the back. Its quite boring at the front part, and it causes motion sickness :D This show caused me to have insomnia, the movie keeps playing thru my mind. I will not recommend or recommend you'll to watch as there are many aspects to keep in mind. Maybe if you'll wanna catch it, catch it during weekdays? WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU SLEEP? More worth it, now i wanna watch 2012! Went dinner tdy with BT friends, damn f full. I swear! I wanna bring mummy there one day :D Bye, till here. Blog soon :D |
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