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May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 I want to be the girl you hit a homerun for. The one you score a goal for. The one you write a song for. The one who can make you smile and laugh without even trying. The one you stay up all night thinking of. The one who makes your heart skip a beat GMAIL | LJ | FB 27 February, is my birthdate. ♥♥Elvin Ng is my baby, you don't have to know if you dont know. I'm materialistic, I'm quite indecisive, Having fun and going crazy are my passions. ♥MICKEY MOUSE is what i adore. & I Beatrice Isabelle Ivan Jessica | Jianhui | Jolin KingYi MeiLing Sandra | Sharon | Sherlin Sylvia | Siewfang Valerie Weilin You were born original :) |
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Am i a lovely bone?
Hello, today was rather a productive day. Woke up studied a lil for bio and sec one maths. Met up w C & W around evening for movie at town. Actually we were suppose to go for flea, but we didnt have the time. We caught THE LOVELY BONES, i think its rather nice. Me like, cause like the show got scary, kanchiong and sad part. I want to read the boook, i will o to the library soon :) And the show is damn worth it, 2h 15min show! Sit till butt pain! Like totally. Went ion aft that and went home to meet buddy to pass her something. FYI, i really like mcafe, mango smoothieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. AWESOME! Thursday, March 25, 2010
RECOLLECTIONS?  Reminisce? Major sorry for not updating my blog, its rather dead i know. I'm just plain lazy okie, i admit. Just give me sometime to try remembering what happened to me. Hehehe. Don't stop, make it pop DJ, blow my speakers up Tonight, I'mma fight 'Til we see the sunlight Tick tock on the clock But the party don't stop, no Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy (Hey, what up girl?) Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city (Lets go) Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack 'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes Trying on all our clothes, clothes Boys blowing up our phones, phones Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs Pulling up to the parties Trying to get a little bit tipsy 18/03/10, Thursday. Met up w V and Bea for lunch and a little of studying and many catching ups. Has nasi lemak at tangs for brunch w V and Bea. Headed to mcafe at Isetan. Had neo-prints, major love. And departed at 313. Head home, had dinner :) 19/03/10, Friday. I stayed at home till noon, went ting's house for sleepover. Had pizza delivery late at night. & wanted to have supper w k, but we were too full. Slept at 4plus as i was skyping with becs. Had h2h talks. Really need to thank becs for all the suggestions. You still owe me macrons! 20/03/10, Saturday. Woke up a 11 plus, had breakfast, facebook a little. K send me home as ting wanted to go out. And i need to finish up my homeworks. Slept at 3 midnight, rushing off my bloody F&N. 21/03/10, Sunday. Woke up at 2 plus, prepare everything for school. Slack my whole day through at home. 22/03/10, Monday. First day of term 2, i need motivation. 23/03/10, Tuesday. FREE CONE DAY with Bea, friend of bea, c, w, p and sissy came late. HAd two cones which were awesome. Heehee, dont laugh i know i'm fat ^^ 24/03/10, Wednesday. I made nian gao for bea, c and w. Cause we were talking about it in class yesterday. And i have the urge to cook it. Teehee. 25/03/10, Thursday. School is such a bytch. Why got people steal books -.- For God's sake, please return la. C lost her bio book, and we are suspecting someone. & this idiot practically didnt know we suspected her. How dumb, so obvious -.- If you lost yours go buy la, what for take ppl's book? Cool mehh? Dont be lame please, get a life. Went for house prac today, total failure. Went home early :) I need to start studying, motivation please? Anyhow, people. Please off your lights on Saturday at 8.30pm to 9.30pm to support Earth hour. Just one hour, you wont die. Tyvm, your earth. Protect it :) Friday, March 19, 2010
i PROCRASTINATED again :( Its over Its over, but i just want to tell you. You're the first one that really makes me have the feeling of loving someone. I know its not just a crush, not a eyecandy. I'll blog abt today soon, maybe tmr Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Emotional geeks You never text me today, are we over? I need to go out, i am sick and tired of staying at home. hello? Isnt this holiday? I'm glad i'm meeting b and v tmr at town. Anyone wanna come along? Dont feel shy, we are awesome people! Tomorrow is thursday already, school is starting soon. I dont want, i dont want, i dont want. I dont want to start mugging for o's. I am sick and tired of everything in school. Do friends come and go? Alice in wonderland♥♥♥♥♥♥  ALICE IN WONDERLAND is awesome! Just finish watching it online, its rather clear. ♥ ILJONNYDEPP's dance moves ♥ Tuesday, March 16, 2010
How to express?  I just simply don't know how to express what i am thinking. Is it a right decision? Is it her or is it me? Is you never think of anything or is it i think too much? We drift a lot a lot, what's more? I just don't know how to tell you how i feel youk? I shall just shut my bloody mouth and stay at it is and f-ing not care about anything and everything around me? Cool yeah? Monday, March 15, 2010
 Try it out peeps, its really cool like mad only. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANTI LEE CHEN SIN <3 youk i truely love you! Today, woke up at 9. Struggling to decide if i should get my ass back to school? but i dont want to disappoint Mschin. Hence, i went back and freaking wasted my time there. Headed back home to shower and get changed, down to vivo to collect the damn expensive cake for S. Trained to tiong to meet cy, and i was the first to reach -.- Bused to gwc, ran under the rain and almost slipped, felt that my slippers are gonna break. W's broke and we practically got the identically slipper from D&C just in different colours. S came, settled down and ate. Yumsyums, but ex! bused to minds cafe, played games. Forfeit for many people, not me! One side of my slipper broke, and i happily use a rubberband to tie it. Hoping that it will survive home. Departed from friends, fml, another side broke and i called sf to save me. She got me a pair of chapalang flip-flops -.- And headed home. JClaraH, i'm very proud of you that you actually have the guts to apologized. Focus, and study well for O's, dont be impulsive like me okie ? Youk i'm always here for you bytch! Honeybea, i miss you very much. Sorry, can't catch the movie w you. But youk i love you can already. Youk, i'm a very emotional person. But i just cannot express myself in the right way. i've got a lot to tell C, but i just dont know where to start. I scared you might bytch behind me and start giggling in your heart or whatever shit. But at least i know, what my facts are. Is it you, or just me? Sunday, March 14, 2010
The last camp in STC  EFL was just one word awesome!~ Day one, work up damn early p's father fetched us to school cause it was raining. Its seriously 天不作美. Dk why it rained on that day also, bused to Sembawang BB/GB campsite. Place our bags, off for amazing race. Awesome nerds is the damn unlucky group, which got the damn long route. Zzzzz, fol. After that was rafting, our raft didnt succeed. And i fell into the sea ad hit my arms, i'm having blue-black now. FML-.-  Day 2, work up at 6. Reported at 6.30am, when we were suppose to report at 7. Fol -.- Had stupid morning exercise that practically made my arms ache like shit! Had breakfast w nice soya bean milk, headed to Bendemeer Lions befrienders to help out. My group is seriously fol, the until we were given didnt let us in. That ah gong, gave the excuse of he needs to go out for eye check up. Zzzzzz, headed down and ethan brought my group around and spilted us up. Help out, washed 4 fans, hands got f rashes. Miss sim didnt let me do more ): Went to survey ppl in blk 33, got banged by the door by some f ppl that doesnt let ppl help! Survey another ah gong which made me feel that i saw my own grandpa :) Gala night, funny and cool like maddddddddd. <3> After that back to campsite, had sharings where all the emotions takes place. Slept damn late like ard 2 -.- Day3, was suppose to wake up at 5.30am to bath but we overslept till 640! The whole group didnt wake up until ethan screamed you're lateeeeee. Ran down w/o washing up, morning exercise that day was <3.> Check out from our dorms, back to Bendemeer Lions Befrienders. Survey one guy, then were spilted to do house visit. Met this bendemeer ahma where she is 98 years old buy still strong like mad! Love her, she got alot of vintage clothessssssssssssssss. Girls, when are we going back to visit her?  After that went to kallang for dragon boating, love it! I'm red like lobster, i will be damn black i think.    Came home at 6, bath and slept at 7 to the next day 11. Shiok like mad! i miss camp, i think i will miss secondary school life one day. I miss alot of ppl when i am in camp, Bea i miss you alot lehhhhh Anyhows, one week holiday is not enough for me. I am seriously too pack! I going back to school tmr. Today has been a fruitful day for me?!?!?!? I pack my cardboarddddddddddddddddddddddd. Cool or not?! hhehehehe, i want to watch 做人! Saturday, March 13, 2010
I AM BACK! I'm tired, i will blog about EFL soon! Tuesday, March 9, 2010
N-air  Life is not always fair. School in the morning was a torture, f was being such a fcuker. Got back bio and math paper, bio was a disappointment, maths was alright. Didnt expected myself to get such result, although it might not be the best for others but it was considered pretty good for my standard. Got POA results ytd, and scored awesomely well. How i wish this could be my o'lvl results ): I'm leaving for EFL for three days, so dont bother coming for the next three days. Today after school, went ShengShiong w P. Bumped into Mr NGH, pratically i thought my bag was too big, and i knew this guy was pushing the trolley then i already make way for him. Then he pushed it behind me and say, stop blocking the way la. I was damn angry and wanted to scold wth, i already let u go alrdy right? Then it turn i saw Mr NGH, hahaha. Luckily i didnt scold, then Mrs K.Leong was there too. I think she is pretty friendly what? Why her students say she is crazy? I think i have a lot in common w her! We like chocopies, chocolates and alot moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Damn awesome. And they are going ubin, they think war outbreak! They bought alot alot alot of things and two big cartons of coke -.- After that rushed to see boyboy. then home now to pack :/ Anyw, i think my new blog song damn nice. Especially the Jacie Guo one, damn touching! But i still like Derrick more! heheheheheh. Why you never come online one? Bea, i will miss you when i am off for EFL! Monday, March 8, 2010
Today was a fairytale.  Magical fairytale Today was so not fun, i dont like school. I'm not too cool for school anymore. Anyws, after school went with P to cut hair at my salon. It was too crowded so went to slack, and then went back. Came home nap, sent boyboy to hospital. Jie miss you okayyyyy :) Get well soon Not exciting at all lor, i dont like my life ): Should i confess? Sunday, March 7, 2010
Just yaterialistic  Just like any typical human. I am really materialistic, just yaterialistic. Yes, materialistic. i just got myself a new camera from best today.  I think the colour is ultimately awesome, the colour is damn effing hot and madchio. Cause my old damn camera died on me and i had to get one for upcoming's EFL. Anyhows, had brunch with mum and headed to aunt's hse for dimsums. Nomnom. Headed home and did some house work. And out to meet ting and christina, had pizza huts and headed to look for my camera. Actually, i can feel the heart cracking aft i get the camera. 花钱容易省钱难 I think i really got to save up after holidays, i need moneh. Come to mummy. I cannot stand why some guys are just like f and go? I used to thought you're a good guy, but you aren't. I see wrong you! Saturday, March 6, 2010
Between you & me.  Something in common, honey? Had a wonderful day today, went to aunt's house to pass her the gift i got for her ytd. Headed to town,ps to meet the buddies. Headed to cine, to take  neo-prints, haven't take it for ages. Buddies gave the whole neo-prints to me! And buddy x got me a pair of cuteee earrings :x So sweeeet! Walk to ion, want to get my new havianas, but didnt buy it at last. Was tricked to buddy j hse, and was given a surprise for post bday. Had steamboat <3 Wash up everything, and was given 2nd surprise at hill lock, drank and got cut by the damn bottle. I think it cut very very deep, blood flow out none stop.  Big cake
 Played with other xtra candles, and this was made by buddy y :) Had h2h talk, and was awesome. Waited for buddy J's parents to be home cause she dont have key, but mummy called.   Don't you feel jealous that i have awesome buddy and you dont have? Buddy J and X gave me a card individually, and they were damn shy. Didnt know they are of these type, so shy. I like, i like. I am lucky, i have you'll. You'll will never be replaced :/ Can't wait for Alice in Wonderland w bea and others. I checked online, Tuesday, 3.20pm at Gvmax. You'll dont mind? Its $7.50, let me know whose going, i might book it earlier! Friday, March 5, 2010
Sugar, you're unpure.  Are pebbles pure? Sorry for the lack of updates, i'm busy with my life and is hanging on. I had a change of blogskin, cause i get sick of things easily. Anyw, i had common test recently. And it just ended like today, and i like it! I just want to update about my birthday, i always thought that my 17th will be a peaceful and silent year for me. I didnt want a extremely noisy one, i didnt wanted to be thick skinned to ask anyone to bring me out. All i want was just to be alone. My plan on that day was suppose to be, red cross in the morning, go home, go ting's birthday party at East coast, then home. But the day before, C asked me if i want to join the girls for dinner. So i thought, i haven't had dinner with the girls for quite awhile. So i said okayy, but wasn't really looking forward to it. Thus, in the morning i met P and C for breakfast at MacDonald's. Then for red cross, i'm glad its the last year i'm experiencing this :) Train to tiong with V, B and sissy M to meet mum and aunt. Mum and aunt got me a golden "tutu" necklace, and i'm loving it. Headed home, rest, slack, talk to family. Changed and off to meet the usuals. So girls message me and said they couldnt make it, only C, W, B & sissy M. I felt rather sad, isn't my birthday important? Am i so not important to you'll. But another minute i think, they always come out w this kind of trick. Met usuals, tricked me to the steamboat place and girls were there! :) I wasnt surprise, cause i know tt they are there. After dinner, girls made me hug 17 strangers! And passed me a gift, i dont know why i teared. I think most probably, i always thought i was nothing to them. But i realized, they are w me. Really want to thank Jh, Cy, Shan, Sue, Chloe, Che, Wei, Bea, sissy Micheal and Alissa. You'll made my seventeen wonderful, you'll made the memory that i will always bring it with me forever. I L YOU'LL.   I want to thank all those who wished me toooooo. I'm going for EFL, I'm meeting buddies tmr, and they are giving me surprises right? Heheheh, i'm happy and contented i have you'll. I am glad that we're finally making it for each other. Beatrice, get well soon. I really want you to go for EFL. but i guess, i want your head to recover faster more. Last long w my sissy! <3 Jac, one has to go through then to understand, one has to go through to learn. To get over it, you have to learn to learn from your mistakes. You've us, you're blessed that you're not w her now. Smile, i'm here for you! Tagboard is up, please tag. I have decided to get the tagboard up, cause i wont bother about those losers. |
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