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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 I want to be the girl you hit a homerun for. The one you score a goal for. The one you write a song for. The one who can make you smile and laugh without even trying. The one you stay up all night thinking of. The one who makes your heart skip a beat GMAIL | LJ | FB 27 February, is my birthdate. ♥♥Elvin Ng is my baby, you don't have to know if you dont know. I'm materialistic, I'm quite indecisive, Having fun and going crazy are my passions. ♥MICKEY MOUSE is what i adore. & I Beatrice Isabelle Ivan Jessica | Jianhui | Jolin KingYi MeiLing Sandra | Sharon | Sherlin Sylvia | Siewfang Valerie Weilin You were born original :) |
Thursday, July 2, 2009
I seriously got alot to say, but i just couldnt speak it out. My lips are sealed, eventhough i'm not. Just take it as i'm mute. I tried my very best to smile everyday, but when i heard about all these things, i just cnt seem to smile and laugh. I think i CHANGED? Did i? I dont like friends now, every single one. Cause they dont make me feel happy, be it anywhere? I'm feeling miserable, i feel so :/ I have alot of things to say, but things just wont come out from my mouth. I dont want to tell some of my friends, cause i'm worried that they'll mock at me? I need someone's love, i'm not desperate. No i'm not, i just need someone to be there for me ): Listen to me, keep my secrets, let me hug and make me smile. I only rmbed tt, once i had it. But i didnt treasure it. And now _ belongs to others alrdy, and not mine ): Someone told me, "you think you own a bad life? there are others out there having sadder life than you!" But this is what humans are? Never once treasure someone till you lose them? Am i right, I know tt there is people out there waiting to listen to me, Thank you, your love is much appreciated ;) |
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